It has been a while.

I signed up for classes yesterday.
Didn't go so well.
I only NEED English and Math.
I only GOT INTO English.

I don't know what will happen.
This should be interesting.

I was just going to take math as a night course.
But it just isn't right.
I should be allowed to take a mandatory-to-graduate class.

Urgh.
And my guidance counsellor is new.
I was his "first customer" on his first day of work.
He knew like nothing.

Yay me!
*sarcasm*

At least my place isn't horrible.
Just unpacking is deadly.
Especially because it doesn't all fit.

I was playing guitar and listening to music before I started this, but I wanted to mini-rant about that.
Back to guitar!

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I have moved in!

Just need to finish unpacking...

I can't find my hangers that I packed...
Oh well...
Lots of ".."s
Haha.

I have an okay room.
Things fit.
Just need to fit them there.

I just got back from walking my dog around downtown.

We literally live DOWNTOWN.
It is an apartment building.
And you walk outside the main door and it is a little fountain area.
And then it is the major downtown shopping, restaurants, pubs, and clubs.

I am tired though.
It was an hour long walk.
Hopefully, I will return to posting more soon.
But it is hectic in my life right now.

On Tuesday, I register for school.
Wish me luck!

It was really rainy today.

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Today is the "big day"

It is about 1:00 am.
And in a few hours, I will be moving.

I am sad.
And nervous.
But excited.
Somewhat.

I have been freaking out a lot recently.
It has been so close and now, well it is now.
I better get some sleep because I have a big day ahead of me.

Just had to post before I left.

<3

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I just want to go to the beach.

Is that so bad?
I am trying to get one girl friend and one guy friend to go with me.

Yes, I know it is short notice.
But we should seize the summer and go to the beach.
I don't care if you have had plans for tomorrow for 3 weeks.
We will go to the beach instead.

Yeah, public transport -- why?
Pft. I don't care if you can drive.
I can't.
And you can't drive other people.

You still have other plans for tomorrow?
Oh.
Well....
Are you sure?
I can um...make "arrangements" for those to be cancelled...

No? You don't want me to do that?
Let me get this clear:
You do not want me to cancel your plans for you tomorrow?
No? Okay.

Well then.

I hope this isn't the way this conversation goes.
I just asked 2 people to go to the beach tomorrow.
And I still don't have permission to go.
But we'll see.

Maybe I can just find a way to make it happen.

I move next week.
And won't be able to see these people for months -- at least.

Which greatly upsets me.
As we move closer and closer to the moving date (which I am still unsure about),
I am getting more and more saddened and almost depressed.

I feel as though my friends don't want to see me.
Not just on short notice.
But because they don't want to have a close friendship with someone who is moving.
I don't blame them.

But I am moving to a place where I know nobody and have to make completely new friends.
It is getting scarier the closer we get to moving.
I know I always say this but I am just trying to stay afloat.
It becomes harder when it seems less people are there to tug you when you run out of coal to keep your engine running.
I am just cheese right now.

I don't know what that means.
I am going to look back on this years from now and say "what does that even mean??"
And with that, I am going to part ways with my blog.

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I am such a jealous person.

I hate that about myself.

What am I jealous about this time?

Boys.

All of my friends either have boyfriends, boys they are "friendly" with,
or -- worst of all--
they could have any guy they want.

Not only are no guys interested in me, but no guy has ever been interested in me.
No, I don't think I am exaggerating.

And now, I have finally found at least friends I fit in with.
And I am moving.
New school means I have to make new friends.
And I know I will be stuck with dorks and nerds again.
I am okay with that, but it would be nice to be a popular girl.
One who has a boyfriend.

I know, it is sad enough that I think like this.
But I just wish something would work out how I want it to work out.

If it were my choice, I would just stay here.
But if I express that to my parents then ...
I don't even want to think about it.

I'm just trying to stay afloat.
It is a struggle.

Maybe I'll take it like quicksand:
just stop moving so I drown slower.
I mean, I am barely doing anything anyway.
So just do that but seem more passive.

Then again, the way I am handling things now, my mother is getting pretty pissed at me.
And she has reason to be mad as well.

If I try to be productive and do stuff it doesn't work out.

I almost passed out the other day when I did something productive.
I am not kidding.
No really.
I am that sad of an individual.

I question myself a lot considering I don't use drugs.
Or drink.

What is wrong with me?

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Quick "how-to" post.

How to remove the lenses from the "Real D 3D" glasses.
The ones from the movie theatre.

Put the glasses on a hard, flat surface.
Make sure there is padding in between so as not to scratch said surface.

Keep the lenses against the surface.
Use normal scissors.
Be sure not to slice the frames and cause damage.

Make a line about one inch long with the scissors.
Continue to go over this line until it is a hole.

When you can push your finger through the whole, but it is difficult, continue to push.
Just push the lens through.

It should pop out with little to no mess at all.

Hope it works for you as well as it did for me.
:]

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Not again.

Today was the second day in a row.
I went to bed at 6am.
Woke up at 3pm.

My mom was pissed.
She thinks I am going to bed around 1am.
Which she is ~okay~ with.

I want dinner.

I know you are intrigued by how much I have to say.

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