Wiped.

I am so tired.
Especially considering I wasn't feeling well.
And I went out till midnight.
I shouldn't have gone out at all.

My friend called though and I couldn't resist.
I was stuck in the house for 2 days prior and was ready to gtfo.
:]

Hopefully I can find somebody to hang out with today.

-Transition to my paranoia-

It is back.
I keep thinking my friend likes the guy I like.
Although I have talked to her about it, she seems to flirt with him.
I mean maybe she is just being friendly, but why can't she teach me how to be friendly?!?
Haha.
I am not so great at making friends.
I don't always give the right first impression.
Or second.
Or third.

It takes time to get to know me.
Heck, I still haven't figured myself out.

All I know about myself right now is that at the time, I am really into honesty.
Or rather, being honest.
Because I can't make others be honest to me
//do I really want them to be?

Laugh out loud.
Yeah.
I spelled it out.

For example:
Last night, I told my friend that it wasn't the guy's fault, but hers.
What kind of friend does that?
I still regret it.
But she told me she was glad I told her.
Because she needed someone to tell her.
So, I don't know, I guess it was right and wrong at the same time.

I am going to need to think about this.

Until next time...

Keep Floatin'