This urge will not win me over

I have this urge to ask my crush out.
Why do I always have this urge?
I guess its obvious but still...
And I think I have the perfect opportunity:

Tuesday is a special day at school where we don't have any real classes so I could ask him to hang out after.
Thursday is a short day and we get out early so I could ask him to hang out after school then too.

I wish I had the guts and ability.

I would just ask him to hang out.
Not go on a date or anything.
I just want to get to know him better.

When I got to get to know him the other day I really enjoyed my time with him and he is an interesting person.
Too bad my friend was there or I would have just set up to hang out with him then.
Dang friend.

I have been weighing the pros and cons.
Pros:
he says yes i get to know him better and we become good friends and we see what happens from there etc
Cons:
he says yes and it is sucky the whole time
he says no and he never wants to talk to me again
he says yes and he gets to know me and doesn't like me

now if I look at that list now, the cons obviously out weigh the pros...

but if I take a step back and think about what I want to do and wonder if the risk is worthwhile
the pro alone is worth it to me

problem #1:
i don't have classes with him
therefore, i have to ask him in the halls (where i barely see him)
problem #2:
i could ask him via the internets....
that never works if i want him to think it is anything but just friends
then again nowadays anything could mean anything on the internet
problem #3:
i still don't have the courage to ask him out or just hang out in general


i feel comfortable talking to him in general but I just don't think I could ask him out.
One of my friends thinks it would be really cool if I asked him out, even though she doesn't know who it is...

I want to tell my friends so badly

If I tell them, then next time they might find a way to give me some time with him alone
but they might also tease me and make it weird to be around him
they usually do the latter.

I am so stuck.
I need a hug.
I hate hugs actually.
I need...... something.

Keep Floatin'